What are you doing for your final moments on earth

[rainbowpuker]

Hello all , I hope you're all well. Weather you go tonight or in a years time , What have you all decided to do with your limited time left on this planet?

I am trying to just make it through the day without fighting and arguing with my partner and child , and just have peace , just be peaceful with people. Be mindful with my limited remaking time , Having meaningful moments, moments with my oldest son , I want to help him renovate his house etc , I don't want any drama or politics.

I bought some nice ribeye steaks and making some nice Indian curries.

I'm trying to be calm in this chaos called earth , and trying to be kind to myself and just appreciate the simple things , I don't care about travelling now or going abroad or spending vast sums of money

Simple things like having a nice warm hot chocolate before bed and just feeling cozy and snug.

I have things I need to go and say to my genetic mother who abused me as a child and then I was taken from at age 6 in to social services and then shifted to more abuse

Also I have things I wanna pull my adopted parents on. They are far from perfect and they also incited abuse and trauma as they need to be held accountable for but they will just roll there eyes no doubt and won't apologise or except responsibility

I just don't wanna leave without tying up loose ends

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

as much theatre as possible, acting, backstage stuff, watching shows my friends are in, watching videos online. finishing as much as i can of various things i write. try and make things okay with those around me, become a less annoying room mate and friend so that people will not celebrate my dying, and support my friends who are also going through a rough time so that they will be okay when i am gone.

 

[rainbowpuker]

as much theatre as possible, acting, backstage stuff, watching shows my friends are in, watching videos online. finishing as much as i can of various things i write. try and make things okay with those around me, become a less annoying room mate and friend so that people will not celebrate my dying, and support my friends who are also going through a rough time so that they will be okay when i am gone.

I see you family :) I hope you have a good day

 

[Forever Sleep]

Similar to you, I'm just trying to get through as painlessly as I can now. I'm far more lazy and enjoying not caring so much although- I can't let it swing entirely in that direction.

I try to enjoy certain things still. I appreciate games, films, TV series, music. I love nature and food although, I hate how fat I've become.

Sometimes I wonder if I should do something comparatively adventurous before leaving. Maybe travel (only within the UK realistically.) It would be nice to appreciate nature properly before I go. I love all landscapes with water in.

Sometimes I do wonder about the last few days. What will I eat? Will I go for a short walk to appreciate my senses before I kill them? I don't know really. I suppose the prospect of dying has been more exciting than anything else for a while. That's probably because I feel like I can't at the moment though- I'm waiting for my Dad to go first. Perhaps- when I'm finally free to make the decision, I will feel more need to properly say goodbye to being alive.

 

[Afterglow]

I'm probably just going to be listening to my favorite songs and laying in bed high as fuck off of everything I can get my hands on, hoping to fall unconscious quickly.

 

[depressedkid17]

listening to new music definitely, and some sense of closure with all the activities I'm involved with, patching up relationships I want to fix, but not speaking to people who were never there for me

 

[suicidaldog]

probably do the same thing i've done my whole life, ldar in my room

 

[l1ablemistakes]

I'm gonna donate my hair and blood. Eat my fav foods. Listen to songs I like the go out listening to one of my favs. I've practiced hanging and I know it doesnt hurt. I'm at peace with my fate

 

[Chronical_Suicidal]

Doing what I like - listenning to music, reading books, watching movies - avoiding conflicts, being next to family and friends, organizing documents about my death, and doing little things, like eating and walking, with attention and presence.

 

[rainbowpuker]

Doing what I like - listenning to music, reading books, watching movies - avoiding conflicts, being next to family and friends, organizing documents about my death, and doing little things, like eating and walking, with attention and presence.

With attention and presence I like that