SHThrowAway213
That's the hell I live with
- Apr 19, 2018
- 659
I'm an alcoholic...i used to be addicted to self-harm too but not any more
a drink a day keeps the thoughts away
a drink a day keeps the thoughts away
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Alcohol, self-harm and tabacco. All help but at the same time tear me apart.
StillWaiting
Need cats to comfort me
- Jul 28, 2018
- 550
Watching random videos on YouTube and lying to myself that everything is okay
I used to drink to forget. But then I forgot what I was drinking to forget. So I just concentrated on the drinking....
That's a full house.
Everything's okay.
Sorry, I was lying..Self harm and caffeine, I get shaky and very anxious if I don't self harm for a couple weeks, and I literally cannot function and get migraines when I don't have coffee, I carry some with me all day. At this point I think that's where most of my water intake comes from.
Kirkscoobz
Experienced
- Feb 8, 2019
- 219
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
scorpiooo2
saddest grl
- Aug 23, 2019
- 112
I'm addicted to self-harm. I've come to terms that it is indeed an addiction, I just keep hoping I wake up one day and I magically don't want to do it anymore.
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
Weed for me. I guess it's an addiction... I can go a week without smoking but I get cravings every day.
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
Hmm, bit like alc, really. Though, I never have smoked weed, maybe one day before I go ...
Fordprefect
Student
- Aug 22, 2019
- 128
Pleasure. Sex on hard drugs to the sound of trance or techno music, hash for day to day life, alcohol if I cant get hash. Chainsmoking at the moment because can't get anything but cigarettes.
Misanthrope
Mage
- Oct 23, 2018
- 557
Video games. Shooting Uruks in the face with ghost arrows seems more logically consistent than the current world I inhabit. It is hard not to want to stay there as a result.
GreyMonkey
Heartbroken
- Aug 20, 2019
- 277
The.End
This too shall pass
- May 18, 2019
- 80
I guess I'm addicted to morphine. Iv been on it daily for over a month. I'm trying to quit, I'm on day two of my cold turkey. Couldn't sleep last night and tonight isn't looking any better. I'm suffering from some bad anxiety, restlessness and insomnia.
Im trying hard to fight the urge to use again just to feel better and get some rest. I am only quitting because I don't want to get fully dependent and become a slave to the stuff. If I could keep using without becoming addicted, I would.
I am also addicted to smoking tobacco.
Kirkscoobz
Experienced
- Feb 8, 2019
- 219
I miss the tobacco, the way it makes me calm, 6 years free off it, every day I have them here and smell them, have my lighter too, if things get to bad I will light up again, I will get a hell of buzz me thinks.
Midnight
Beyond solace
- Jun 30, 2018
- 624
mathieu
Enlightened
- Jun 5, 2019
- 1,090
Asta
Specialist
- Jun 7, 2019
- 318
Kirkscoobz, I was nearly addicted to cigarettes at age 13, my Mom put a stop to it, then in my 20's I tried a friend's cig - it tasted terrible! So, you may not like it any more :) I heard later that the friend had passed away from lung cancer.Last edited:
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
Funny enough, you say that. I used to smoke some years ago. One morning I woke up, had one, did not like the taste and then gave it up. Strange.
Conflicted Cat
Experienced
- May 23, 2019
- 256
Really, nothing, and I'm surprised. Used to be extreme into cutting though, I went through a whole masochist phase. After years, the scars are still visible on my arm, though that doesn't bother me one bit.
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
maggot666
Member
- Aug 23, 2019
- 43
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
Though, never had heroin or crack coke. But I like the idea.
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what? Maths?
hmm I use to smoke whites. only time i felt truly alive. been off it for years. whether thats a good thing or not, i honestly don't know.
yeah. I can hide away from the world and work on problem after problem. After doing it long enough, reading maths is like reading poetry.
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
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