Discussion What are y'all doing in the meantime?

[Catchingdabus27]

While waiting for method or waiting for the date? What are y'all doing in the meantime?

Just curious to hear what others are doing for the rest of their days. I'm starting to settle on CTB & methods and now I'm wondering what ima do with myself in the interim.

So, if comfortable would like to hear how others are spending their time and such.

Thnx

 

[sadalways]

Watching youtube mostly and browsing this forum like 24/7 trying not to be bored as hell. Don't really have a date though. At least not yet.

 

[ramon]

Figuring out how my possessions should be handled (What stays the day I CTB? What goes to my loved ones? What goes to donations or to sales?

Figuring out how my digital footprint should be handled (Encrypting hard drives, distributing files my loved one should have after I CTB)

Doing paperwork that will have effect when I CTB successfully and even if I fail to CTB.

Visiting places that are significant to me for the last time.

Figuring out "plan B" in case I don't find to what I need for "plan A", which would be N2 for me.


[Thanks for asking]

 

[TransTaxEvader]

I've got a little over a month so I'm just playing video games and hoping to find someone to CTB with.

 

[SVEN]

Just putting one foot in front of the other as best I can.

 

[CravingPeace]

Suffering, lol. Trying to find the positives in the little things, but it's been really hard lately.

 

[thatonedeadgirl]

Suffering too

 

[L9my]

trying to find someone to ctb with
browsing this website
reading on ethics of birth and death
understanding suicide prevention
coping
slowly writing a suicide note
tying up loose ends

 

[LastLoveSong]

Regretting my decisions and wishing I never existed in the first place

 

[avalonisburning]

Running out the clock. Seeing how far I can go before I'm forced to act. Enjoying what I can, while I can in the meantime.

 

[2minutes2ctb]

Just trying to live a normal life, in order to not have friends and family becoming suspicious. I haven't decided on the method yet, so after work I usually study the best way to ctb with the means that I have.

I'm surprised by the number of people trying to find someone to ctb with. Isn't that making things harder ?

 

[JobuLio111m]

Clearing out my possessions as I slowly clean more and more of the house at a time. Occasionally trying to handle the massive chore of removing as many of my unused accounts as possible. I've just pretended it's a minimalist, self help sort of clearing out and not for the sake of the next guy.

 

[Sbetto]

I'm rewatching Breaking Bad for the 5th time and browsing on Sasu.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Wasting people's time and effort in lot of therapy and treatment.

 

[Halfhourdays]

Staying out of trouble.

 

[divinemistress36]

Doomscrolling

 

[bipolar22]

abusing pills and vaping my ass off. and having meltdowns. good thing gf is working 16 hours a day to afford this shit canada life so she doesnt have to witness all my craziness. And i can hang myself undisturbed since she wont be here till midnight from 6 in the morning

 

[TornReality]

Watching a lot of youtube.
Movies.
Waking up to the same shit over and over again.

 

[NoMoreSanity]

Slowly losing my mind...... being mentally tormented by the horrific truths of life. Coping isn't working anymore. And school.

 

[blackIronPrison]

Getting belligerently drunk and playing ck3 until my chosen date comes up.

Thankfully I'm in a good position just based on how I've behaved over my life where my family/loved ones will go for months without hearing from me and not be suspicious, plus they live out state. Point being I can be a complete recluse without arousing suspicion which makes the wait a bit easier.

 

[Christian1986]

Tinnitus, Flashbacks/Nightmares from abusive narcisstic Famaly,serious backpain from a Bad injury later days ago, Doomscrooling , Go to the Store If i can to get drunk, and Most time bed rotting.

 

[Z-A]

Gaming, music, porn, drugs, movies/series/anime. Just doing what I enjoy to distract myself from this shitty reality and the past while waiting for the day to come where it will come to an end.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

A lot of mindless scrolling. I had planned to spend time with a handful of people, but I just don't have the energy to maintain polite conversation anymore

 

[fentgirl]

Watching movie and chatting with online strangers

 

[L9my]

Watching movie and chatting with online strangers

nice username