What are things you wish you could do or see before you CTB?

[Leonard_Bangley39]

It probably sounds kinda silly, but theres a lit of anime that I wish i could watch before I ctb, but i just dont have the time to be able to. Especially One Piece, I love One Piece, ive been keeping up to date with the manga for years and years and i really wish i could see the ending, but i wont be able to stick around long enough to see it.

 

[AngelTear]

It probably sounds kinda silly, but theres a lit of anime that I wish i could watch before I ctb, but i just dont have the time to be able to. Especially One Piece, I love One Piece, ive been keeping up to date with the manga for years and years and i really wish i could see the ending, but i wont be able to stick around long enough to see it.

Watch all the movies and TV shows on my "to watch" list
Go camping
Go fishing
Visit destinations in my state (Lake Lanier, Savannah, Okefenoke swamp)
Play more video games and get people to play the multiplayer ones with me
Escape this house and my "family"
Feel loved and cared for
Have people to do stuff with besides playing video games
Visit the Appalachian mountains...
Then go into the Appalachian wilderness and die
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There's actually a lot of things I still want to do but this fucking piece of shit world sucks and I have no place in it so I won't be able to do much before I die.

 

[totno]

I've wanted to visit Yellowstone National Park in the USA, however unfortunately this seems to be becoming increasingly more unlikely.

 

[scordatura]

I'd have liked to be able to consider myself a good musician before I die.
Or... I suppose it's a bit cheesy but... maybe having a healthy relationship once before I die?

 

[woodlandcreature]

so many things i couldn't begin to cover them all... but when lack of motivation or will arise one is left seeing how futile experience can be. i am not deserving nor am i capable.

 

[ZornTheDreaded]

I've already seen and done enough here

 

[JadedBeing]

I did alot of stuff i thought i want to do like going to Festivals, Concerts or Traveling. I learned that most things are just meh when you do it alone. I don't think life is worth it when you cant share it with anyone.

I'm just going to live in agony until i finally have the Courage to ctb.

Well... actually i'm planning one last big Trip through Europe on my bike. I'm currently saving money to travel for a year, just a couple of months left of saving. I plan to ctb at the end of the Trip. Chronic pain in my eyes and stomach + crippling loneliness and Depression are making life unbearable.

 

[no-hope-no-future]

See the world on a motorbike.

 

[TheHolySword]

I wish I could hear her voice one last time. I'll never hear it again. It's the way it had to be. She'll be happy and I'll be dead.

 

[FuneralCry]

I only wish I could permanently cease existing and never suffer again, that is all I want, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'd just never wish to exist and I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, I see it as a burden to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, I just want to be gone, existence to me always feels like a mistake and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this torturous, futile existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want peace, I just want to be unconscious for all eternity with all gone and forgotten about.

 

[BeyondSurvival]

To go on a father-daughter camping trip alone with my daughter who will never exist. Or better, to disappear instantly and never ever suffer again, not even for one more second.

 

[gunmetalblue]

To go on a road trip. Anywhere really. Maybe the beach, mountains, back to my home country.
Alas it won't happen.

 

[ScornedStoic]

There were some things but I'm so deteriorated at this point I don't care about any of it anymore. I just need it to end.

 

[RunDown]

I really wanted to see the Pacific Northwest. I've lived in the south my whole life and always thought that area of the country is gorgeous. I want to see the red woods and the pacific coast line. I don't think I'll get the chance to go unfortunately.

 

[Vlad Tepes]

My parents get thrown in jail.

 

[mjolnir]

I've already skydived, and I wanted to do it again, but this time from a helicopter.

 

[Dark Mood]

I'll probably have a huge, expensive last meal

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I don't wish to do nor see anything in this evil world, torturous life, and evil imposition , Nothing . only me doing my suicide perfectly to achieve my Death which equals Non-existence forever

I will surpass every one of the 8 billion humans alive

Because I won't be able to suffer extremely in eternal Non-existence

But every human alive can suffer extremely unbearably because they are alive

To me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain

Its all meaningless garbage. Nothing matters. What will matter in 150 years , 1000 years , 1 trillion years ? Nothing

The only things that matter to me are me avoiding unbearable pain and getting my suicide ready and perfectly executing my suicide to escape this hell and stay forever in the safety of permanent Non-existence where I can never suffer

I will also surpass all of the trillions of sentient animals alive

I will have a better path to the perfection of eternal Non-existence than the trillions of animals and billions of humans that life has tortured including tortured to Death in 500 million years

 

[i like apple juice!]

i second you on the anime! i have quite a few in my backlog. i get you with that sort of fear of not being able to see the ending, it makes it hard for me to start new ones... tho i've just started march comes in like a lion so i guess i'll see what happens there. i would've also loved to learn the drums or make my own music or maybe even feel the loving intimate touch of another person just once wait i think i just got hacked idk who wrote that

 

[SaintJosifStalin]

I'd like to see USA join BRICS and PRC's BRI. I also really want to drink Jackson Hinkle's pee for some reason.

 

[ScholarOfDespair]

Hug someone whom I love very dearly.