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zombiegirl

zombiegirl

the living dead
Aug 17, 2023
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i can't have a cat bc my stepdad is super allergic, so every time i'm outside and see one i momentarily forget all my suffering it's awesome

there's this sweet gray tabby named Dooby who comes by sometimes and screams for pets. he's my baby. there was a small siamese lady we called Horse Tornado last year, but unfortunately i think she either passed or moved away </3 she was old and had gotten sick last time i saw her but i'm happy to have known her

my shitty boyfriend also has a ragdoll kitten named Nefarious and he's the fluffiest most adorable menace ever. every time i visit him i spoil that cat like an old lady with her grandchild
 
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lakefish

lakefish

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Jan 16, 2026
21
playing old games, imagining i was kid, gonna blast half-life 2 now
 
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whatisaholemadeof

whatisaholemadeof

Member
Jan 18, 2026
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-theatre. i love (almost) all aspects of it. tech/backstage, especially spotlight but also deck crew, prop making, really anything but directing, but being onstage is my favorite. i really really enjoy acting. it's the only time i feel true happiness and peace. there's other things i like but i dont know if there's anything else i can say i love.

-seeing animals especially dogs or any kind of ocean animal i really like going to the aquarium even though i almost never get to. that feels nice.

-my bestie and my housemate. they support me and make me smile and laugh sometimes. also the person i'm doing a short play with.

-my housemate's cat is the best cat i ever knew

-seeing trains i feel really happy seeing them even though irl i only just see the same ones

-anything to do with godzilla. i have one specific favorite. it's unnoficial and it's really short and no one has really heard of it but my bestie has, and sometimes reads my fanfictions, gives me their headcanons on the characters from it or listens to mine. sometimes i worry i'll annoy them with how much i talk about it, but it makes me feel nice when they listen. collecting godzilla themed things makes me feel nice too

-some music makes me feel calm. for singers i like noah kahan, will wood, tom rosenthal, and jonathan coulton. for bands, i like the mountain goats, twrp, ajj and ajr. noah kahan is my favorite i think out of all of them

-writing poetry
I also love trains.

I think my favorite pastime on the weekends is just to go catch a subway train. I usually make some sort of excuse and line it up with errands I have to run. I've been living in the same area for 15 years, so I've sort of memorized the train routes and mostly ride the same lines. When I wanted to CTB but the thoughts weren't as severe as they are now, I'd just daydream about leaving my dorm and commuting to my uni by train. Terrible idea, but trains have brought and still bring me so much comfort.

Going to the aquarium brings me so much peace, but I also never really get to go.

Someone I know constantly sends me videos/pictures of his cats, it really cheers me up.

Do you read a lot of poetry? What poets do you like? I'm curious as I'm just getting back into poetry. Current read is Geography III.
 
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lakefish

lakefish

Member
Jan 16, 2026
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I just planned fishing trip for weekend so i feeeeeeeeeel gooood
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
84
I also love trains.

I think my favorite pastime on the weekends is just to go catch a subway train. I usually make some sort of excuse and line it up with errands I have to run. I've been living in the same area for 15 years, so I've sort of memorized the train routes and mostly ride the same lines. When I wanted to CTB but the thoughts weren't as severe as they are now, I'd just daydream about leaving my dorm and commuting to my uni by train. Terrible idea, but trains have brought and still bring me so much comfort.

Going to the aquarium brings me so much peace, but I also never really get to go.

Someone I know constantly sends me videos/pictures of his cats, it really cheers me up.

Do you read a lot of poetry? What poets do you like? I'm curious as I'm just getting back into poetry. Current read is Geography III.
trains are awesome! i dont get the chance to actually be on them much but there's a train musuem i want to go to one day and i love seeing them go by. i did get to go on the subway train a few months ago though! it was awesome.

i love the aquarium

cats are really aweosme i love them

i read and write poetry. i kind of just read all poems i come across and am in the poetry club at school. i'm not sure who my favorite poet is. a lot of my favorite poems were written by people i know irl from poetry club or my other friend wrote a poem once too that i liked a lot. i also like to go on sites like poetry foudnation and read whatever has been posted. do you have a favorite poet? or favorite poem? i will look up the one you mentioned too
 
whatisaholemadeof

whatisaholemadeof

Member
Jan 18, 2026
36
trains are awesome! i dont get the chance to actually be on them much but there's a train musuem i want to go to one day and i love seeing them go by. i did get to go on the subway train a few months ago though! it was awesome.

i love the aquarium

cats are really aweosme i love them

i read and write poetry. i kind of just read all poems i come across and am in the poetry club at school. i'm not sure who my favorite poet is. a lot of my favorite poems were written by people i know irl from poetry club or my other friend wrote a poem once too that i liked a lot. i also like to go on sites like poetry foudnation and read whatever has been posted. do you have a favorite poet? or favorite poem? i will look up the one you mentioned too
Train museum sounds just like my thing. Got people in my life who would tease me about that. Will have to see if there's anything like that where I live.

I'm pretty picky right now but trying not to get attached to just one poet. I also have a friend who wrote a poem and gave me a copy. :-) Beautiful and I've decided to keep it in my pocket to carry with me. I used to use Poetry Foundation in the past, but haven't been on it much these days.

I like the poems posted on Jacket 14's July 2001 issue by Bei Dao. If you search for "bei dao 13 poems" it should pop up.
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
84
Train museum sounds just like my thing. Got people in my life who would tease me about that. Will have to see if there's anything like that where I live.

I'm pretty picky right now but trying not to get attached to just one poet. I also have a friend who wrote a poem and gave me a copy. :-) Beautiful and I've decided to keep it in my pocket to carry with me. I used to use Poetry Foundation in the past, but haven't been on it much these days.

I like the poems posted on Jacket 14's July 2001 issue by Bei Dao. If you search for "bei dao 13 poems" it should pop up.
some people make fun of me for liking trains too, but i still like trains a lot.

i looked up those poems and read some of them, i like the vibe of them a lot
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,101
Well trying to not become a statistic and try to give a chance of life. At least I do decide to go beyond, people wont be like she didnt give life a chance.

Plus internet or irl freinds, my dad l sisters and my dog are the ones that keep me going.
 
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calebzz1

calebzz1

What is it like to see single and clearly?
Jan 6, 2024
181
For myself, listening to music and dancing because those are the only two hobbies I can truly enjoy with poor vision.
 
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