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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♑
Jan 7, 2026
114
I had a horrible day, and I'm trying to focus on the positive things in life instead of automatically wanting to CTB.

I like taking bubble baths, watching my favorite shows (chiikawa, south park, the L word), chocolate cake, listening to music, and seeing my friends. :happy:
 
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realname

Member
May 8, 2023
78
Cannabis.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay β‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
734
Making people I love happy. With acts of service usually lol
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,522
+New music. Right now I'm waiting for OST tracks from Heated Rivalry to drop, they're dragging it out a few songs at a time throughout January. Cock teases... Also I'm fiending for the new Infected Mushroom album, don't even have a release date for it yet but they've put out a few singles over the last few months.

+Food. I'm a fatass and love food. Which leads into--

+I hook up with a local friend a few times a year and [lovingly] drag her to ethnic restaurants to expand her food horizons. We've done Mexican, Chinese, Greek, Vietnamese... She had never heard of avocado before... She is peak White Girl, but happy to try most new things and I love her for it. I've known her for ~20 years, we met in high school. I'm not social at all, it exhausts me. But a few times a year is tolerable. Our next planned date is my birthday next month. Not any foreign food, we're going to a pub that does a free birthday meal.

+Weed. Being high is fun, that's all there is to it.

+I have silly hats/headwear that I wear and people in public comment positively on them most times I leave the house wearing one. I have two cat hats, a panda bear hat, reindeer antler hair clips that I break out in December. On my birthday, I wear a tiara that says IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. I also have glasses with rainbow frames that get commented on a lot.
 
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Sphinxi

Sphinxi

Student
Jan 4, 2026
121
Reading, and experiencing things.
 
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trying ungracefully

trying ungracefully

Student
Jun 11, 2025
154
Crochet. It's stressful sometimes but it's the good type of stress usually.
 
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MAKE IT STOP!

MAKE IT STOP!

MAKE IT STOP
Feb 11, 2023
38
  1. Those who love me.
  2. Making people laugh.
  3. Spiting my abusers.
  4. Music. I love listening to my favorite bands.
  5. My favourite shows (BFDI, Kikoriki, Viva Pinata, etc.)
  6. Video games (Mario, Sonic, Lego games, etc.)
  7. Movies
 
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closetoyou

closetoyou

Member
Aug 19, 2025
70
- making ppl laugh
- listening to music (should get back into making it...)
- playing games (will not die before half life 3 releases)
 
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tulipstulipstulips

tulipstulipstulips

New Member
Jan 8, 2026
3
Having a crush and friendslop video games
 
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orpheus_

orpheus_

Student
Apr 26, 2024
141
seeing dogs. That's it.

when I'm less numb to everything I enjoy art and any positive interactions with people irl.
 
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dejaentendu

dejaentendu

die young and save yourself
Nov 28, 2023
19
music!!!!!! I love all types of music, though I mainly listen to emo and hardcore genre:) my favorite bands are brand new, fear before, braid, glassjaw, unbroken, etown concrete, my chemical romance, hatebreed, the fall of Troy, saves the day, Thursday, so many more lol
 
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Spite

Spite

Nil Desperandum.
Aug 20, 2025
231
Things like my favourite songs, and looking forward to new games that are coming out, are things that keep me going.
 
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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♑
Jan 7, 2026
114
music!!!!!! I love all types of music, though I mainly listen to emo and hardcore genre:) my favorite bands are brand new, fear before, braid, glassjaw, unbroken, etown concrete, my chemical romance, hatebreed, the fall of Troy, saves the day, Thursday, so many more lol
omggg I loved brand new back in high school!! they're a good band
 
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woofwag

woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
336
Kissing people who I truly like. Cats. My stuffies. Crafts. People liking my writing/writing it in the first place. And ofc, love.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
84
-theatre. i love (almost) all aspects of it. tech/backstage, especially spotlight but also deck crew, prop making, really anything but directing, but being onstage is my favorite. i really really enjoy acting. it's the only time i feel true happiness and peace. there's other things i like but i dont know if there's anything else i can say i love.

-seeing animals especially dogs or any kind of ocean animal i really like going to the aquarium even though i almost never get to. that feels nice.

-my bestie and my housemate. they support me and make me smile and laugh sometimes. also the person i'm doing a short play with.

-my housemate's cat is the best cat i ever knew

-seeing trains i feel really happy seeing them even though irl i only just see the same ones

-anything to do with godzilla. i have one specific favorite. it's unnoficial and it's really short and no one has really heard of it but my bestie has, and sometimes reads my fanfictions, gives me their headcanons on the characters from it or listens to mine. sometimes i worry i'll annoy them with how much i talk about it, but it makes me feel nice when they listen. collecting godzilla themed things makes me feel nice too

-some music makes me feel calm. for singers i like noah kahan, will wood, tom rosenthal, and jonathan coulton. for bands, i like the mountain goats, twrp, ajj and ajr. noah kahan is my favorite i think out of all of them

-writing poetry
 
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deny_conformity

deny_conformity

do not be sorry, be better
Jan 8, 2026
76
  1. A nice long hug with a person I care about, even better are unexpected hugs.
  2. The first coffee of a day, especially good when I can sit and enjoy it. This is closely followed by the second coffee of the day after a session in the gym. I like to sit in a coffee shop and people watch or browse SaSu.
  3. Fussing over a dog or cat
Just a few of my favourite things, the little things that take almost no effort but yield great results.
 
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Lemonite

Member
Jan 13, 2026
21
Waiting fo half life 3, kidding, walking around just walking
 
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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
124
I had a horrible day, and I'm trying to focus on the positive things in life instead of automatically wanting to CTB.

I like taking bubble baths, watching my favorite shows (chiikawa, south park, the L word), chocolate cake, listening to music, and seeing my friends. :happy:
My only friend
Fictional characters
Delusions
 
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jeevasO-o

jeevasO-o

Disqualified As a Human Being
Jan 15, 2026
82
  • 1) My online best friend / crush.
  • 2) My favorite characters.
  • 3) Night walks in the middle of the night
  • 4) Art, drawing.
  • 5) My cat.
  • 6) My favorite Video Games.
  • 7) My favorite Animes.
  • 8) The wish to meet my online best friend.
  • 9) The wish to one day find cool friends.
  • 10) The wish to get back and prove my abusers wrong.
  • 11) My mom maybe?
  • 12) My scars
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,549
My son, my dogs and cats. The sun shining on my skin. 🀷🏻
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod Β· Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,523
Just seeing the characters Andrew and Ashley Graves from the Coffin of Andy and Leyley. They are my favourite characters ever and give comfort to me seeing them.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,268
giving-my-chiikawa-a-bath-v0-mp9xh6e4ezhf1.jpeg
 
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Arvayn

Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
208
Acquisition of knowledge, enjoying arts, chocolate, my appreciative friends, irony and the microscopic, negligibly tiny chance that I might one day experience true love again.
 
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justanotherbody

justanotherbody

The Forgotten
Dec 18, 2025
71
Seeing her smile, hearing her voice...
 
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RyleIsRiledUp

RyleIsRiledUp

C'est la vie :0
Jan 16, 2026
17
Coffee, art, music, The upcoming batman movie (I ain dying before I get to see that). I just latch onto any random stuff just to make an excuse to live another day. It works for me.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3
Apr 10, 2025
1,923
β€’ Ravi, a 2+ year old stripy tabby cat
β€’ My dream log (if I'm not alive to post to it for 40 hours or so, the 490+ day streak will be lost)
β€’ A chat I run, most activity comes from me talking to users, who miss me when I'm merely AFK when they are there (I'm not a 24/7 chatbot)


tho true, one day at a time (or hour, or even minute) tends to stop this @EmptyBottle from going off the (metaphorical) ledge, besides one way bus complexities.
 
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InversedShadow

InversedShadow

Experienced
Dec 28, 2023
291
My Little joys hmmm, I think I could consider these as such:
- spending time with my beloved and seeing her happy
- Talking to nice/friendly people
- Winning in a game/Making progress
- Actually sticking to my exercising schedule
- not having a back pain after waking up
- Seeing snowflakes fall from the sky
- The countryside ( fields, sun, trees, nature ), even images from places like these make me happier. Unless there are abandoned things in the picture, then it's kinda sad.
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
890
Art, food, sex.
 
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Implicit_Submission

Implicit_Submission

not a rascal. just a jackass.
Jan 12, 2026
8
long quiet drives out in the country and listening to music. reading books/engaging with media that makes me feel less alone in the world. oh, and smoking weed!
 
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