What a dang ride eh?

[LostExit]

Meds, without it is hell.. with it also being a gammon of issues. Hate the rollercoaster Honestly. The paranoia people cause by the way they are because of it. The stigma of being someone in their head all the time. Moods and irrational thinking. The thoughts of worse case and acting out on fear. Especially of the things that may never happen or didn't. All funky vibes. Riding out storms. The real ones, where you practice or obsess ctb. I like the vibe here with SaSu
I just want to say the experience we all share is a wild ride. Not so alone and broken feeling when others are as well.
Great community from the hours and hours I have read. I say hello :) as a new member.
Thanks for being here together. I appreciate it fs.

 

[Plentiful_Despair]

Meds don't work for me, except for sleep. If I take seroquel I sleep 12 hours. Funny thing is, I got seroquel prescribed for depression, but online people say its for schizophrenia, and it only helps me with sleep lmao

 

[LostExit]

I was givin 50mg to help sleep up to 200 mg didn't help more. I only sleep up to 4-6 hours. Broken up too never solid sleep. I am on lamotrigine as well. Tried putting me on latuda like 1.5 years ago. Thought it was working, then after 6 months side affects were unreal. So many issues and 3 month insomnia even drunk or on ambian. Made me think I needed to ctb on a whole new level. Just such a mess to have this in life. Wish I'd wake up and it would be better.

 

[Lulu Sun]

Hi, I'm also new here, if you want someone to talk about things, you're more than welcome to message me

 

[LostExit]

Just hate when you try to have a good weekend. Instead the memories end up shit. Regret trying to mingle with happy people. Pretending I'm not mindfucked. It's exhausting tbo