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Reaper Occult

Member
Feb 3, 2020
12
Well idk I need help making the note. I couldn't do it last. Basically rigged a bag with a belt when I'd feel cut the blood flow I panicked. I keep seeing family. Deep down I know my life won't get better. It's been like this for years. Disappointed in myself for last I finally had the 2nd option. About an hour ago I hate Castor beans. 15 of them. The weights gone now. Idk what to tell them.
 
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Tamazi 123

Student
Jan 13, 2020
183
Keeping seeing your family is a pain hey. I get that too
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Talking to your family sometimes may distract you and you may feel guilty.
There is no universal treatment for that, only pure admittance
 
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Reaper Occult

Member
Feb 3, 2020
12
It breaks my heart that I don't talk to them. When I let my ring. I don't like them seeing me like this. Fuck
 
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Tamazi 123

Student
Jan 13, 2020
183
It's when you try to take the final step they flash into your mind hey
 
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Reaper Occult

Member
Feb 3, 2020
12
im sorry guys left work. Work is the only thing keeps my mind off it. I've hidden for so long now finally set in grasping the reality idk my emotions all over the place right now
I'm going to go check out suicide forest. Idk
 
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