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James Sunderland

James Sunderland

"In my restless dreams, I see that town…"
Oct 6, 2024
67
Life is heavy, hard for all of us, some more than others. And it's nice to have a place to let it all out and have someone there to listen to you, even if it provides a moment of peace.

This is a open space for anything you are carrying.

For myself,
I haven't been here the past 2 weeks, everything seemed fine up until it wasn't. I feel stressed and growing distant to my friends and future opportunities. I don't know if I can keep up with the changes anymore, but I guess I have to.
 
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Aglossa

Aglossa

Member
Oct 8, 2024
46
Went to uni but I was just despairing all day, wishing not to be there at all. Went to the bathroom to cut in the break. I was feeling so well last night so this mood swing is a bit of a bummer.
 
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yumeganai

yumeganai

Member
Sep 29, 2024
41
Stayed home all day but still felt soul crushing anxiety
Its the same shit every day. I stay home I have panic attacks. I go outside I have panic attacks.
 
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nancyboy

nancyboy

change your taste in men
Oct 21, 2024
16
Feeling utterly useless and unloved. I know my partner hates me I don't know why they just don't tell me. Life sucks and I keep splitting. I just want to be loved and be better
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,699
I'll personally always find it so dreadful and torturous to exist and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope for non-existence, I just hope and wish to never suffer again. It just feels so cruel and horrible to me how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from all the suffering, existence itself is the true problem to me, I see existence as the most terrible tragedy that just torments existing beings and I find it deeply undesirable to exist as well, to me human existence just feels like a mistake, I'd never wish for the burden of suffering in this existence rather I just wish for some peace and for me peace could only ever lie in being permanently unable to suffer.
 
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binturong

binturong

shining of stars calls me home
Jul 4, 2019
105
I'm so tired, so exhausted I don't even have the energy to formulate a reason.
 
nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Specialist
Sep 7, 2024
369
I'm on a new mental health medication and am waffling between feeling better and thinking life is worth living (at least for a lil while longer) and desperately wanting to just ctb and not try anymore. I have intense anxiety for the future and no plan of action on how to navigate if I don't end up ctb. Im lonely.
 
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drowinginsorrowww

Member
Aug 4, 2021
31
I'm here after joining a few years so not great, but I appreciate you opening up this space.
Sometimes I think the universe is playing a joke on me, I come on here and then a family member wanted to play some games and I got happy. Then I realized I'm just back here, in this life. The contrast kills me, I'm having brief amounts of fun dependent on others, I don't have many other people either. Then just poof, back here into depression. It sucks. I'd sometimes rather just it being sucky
 

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