Help Weed is the only thing that calms my BPD but I have asthma.

[sad_frog]

I can't get my anxiety to pass without a hit. My BPT is an ever nagging voice in my head telling me I'm "worthless," a "burden," a "weak coward."
I haven't had many problems with weed in the past but now I can't even take one hit without coughing for the next 6 hours.

I would bake the weed into edibles but the smell is overwhelming and I happen to live in a US state where weed is illegal, in an apartment above a law firm, across the street from the police station.
The closest place I can buy recreationally is a near 30 hour round trip drive. ATM I have plenty of weed but I don't have any friends or family who would allow me to bake in their kitchen.

I feel like my main combatant against anxiety was ripped away from me and I'm going crazy. I Don't know what to do.... Any Advice?

 

[Thanatos]

Sell the weed and buy edibles at a dispensary or online

 

[sad_frog]

Sell the weed and buy edibles at a dispensary or online

I don't have any connections and as I said it's pretty hard for me to get to a dispensary..

 

[AnxietyLion]

I find weed helps my asthma...but everyone's different. I'm sorry dude :( have you tried edibles or tinctures? You can make them yourself if you don't have access to a dispensary. I know you mentioned the smell but I watched this video vice posted the other day. There's this device you can buy that decarbs your weed with no odour. Then you just put it straight into whatever you're making. There's probably similar devices out there but I can't comment on their effectiveness.