Surai
Experienced
- Mar 26, 2024
- 285
when you wait for a moment it will only take a moment for that waiting to transpire. but when intention is made clear, it feels as if it is dragging on for too long. and all that it really takes is a will more powerfull then anything for you at that moment. And it is all up to you to decide. and when you will decide, you could still fail, and the pieces could still misalign and fate could still throw you a curveball. the SI will make you wait and however long that is until you overide that innate biological wiring. It could convince you in its subtle persuasion, and thats when we rely on more impulsive instinct to take control, whether that be the adrenaline that will push us over the edge, the quickness of a trigger, the ease of a drug, or the hoplessness dropping to a point that numbs the connection to ourselves. All we find to do at this point is just push along until we find ourselves there because at the current moment it seems as though it will happen and its for the best.
