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SummerDreamer

SummerDreamer

Member
Jun 1, 2020
40
I can't bare to live another week, but my benzos and rope are yet to arrive for at least another 7 days :(( how do I stop myself from impulsively trying to ctb? Every day just feels like an eternity and drawn-out torture. I could just get drunk and there's some ropes in my dads garage. I was thinking about just doing it tonight. But I know it's better to plan it even though it's so hard to wait :(
 
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Elbarado

Experienced
Dec 25, 2019
243
I dont have a proper answer to this.
Is there something that can distract you or persons in your life who care about you or you care about?
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Why go thru the process at Pegasos if you can't wait? Why not try to get N or SN ? N Is less than $1500
 

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