
scordatura
Emptiness
- Sep 12, 2025
- 16
Viability of drowning?
I live in a coastal region, so naturally I've been growing an affection for the sea. When it comes to CTB, FSH has been the way I've accepted I'll do it. I wonder how it might compare? Hanging is more painful, but considering I get the technique right I should be lights out pretty quick. Drowning, I imagine it'll be slower, but perhaps not so painful?
I could take out one of those blow up boats and head out during the night. Maybe take my meds first, so I'm tired, tie some weights to my ankles and down I'd go, maybe it would even stop me coming ashore some time after. I'd love to never be found. Although I'll be dead so I suppose it wouldn't matter anyway. The water is cold here too, I wonder how that might affect the experience.
Do you think that it's a reliable method, considering I weight myself down and wouldn't be able to fight against it even if I tried? If I go out at night no one would find me to save me.
I never thought I'd be okay going out in a way where I can't breathe, but it's becoming more and more... I'm not sure the word I want to describe that. It's just, suffocating seems very... fitting for me.
I live in a coastal region, so naturally I've been growing an affection for the sea. When it comes to CTB, FSH has been the way I've accepted I'll do it. I wonder how it might compare? Hanging is more painful, but considering I get the technique right I should be lights out pretty quick. Drowning, I imagine it'll be slower, but perhaps not so painful?
I could take out one of those blow up boats and head out during the night. Maybe take my meds first, so I'm tired, tie some weights to my ankles and down I'd go, maybe it would even stop me coming ashore some time after. I'd love to never be found. Although I'll be dead so I suppose it wouldn't matter anyway. The water is cold here too, I wonder how that might affect the experience.
Do you think that it's a reliable method, considering I weight myself down and wouldn't be able to fight against it even if I tried? If I go out at night no one would find me to save me.
I never thought I'd be okay going out in a way where I can't breathe, but it's becoming more and more... I'm not sure the word I want to describe that. It's just, suffocating seems very... fitting for me.