darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
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Feel so shaky tonight.
I hate that I can let someone else make me feel like shit. That one person can make or break my mood for the entire fucking day. And really, the person is me, isn't it? That's the really annoying thing about all of it. So then I hate myself for being such a pathetic slave to love. For caring so much about one person's opinion and validation.
Sometimes I can feel so confident, like I can do anything and sometimes I just feel like everything I say and do is stupid or irrelevant.
I wish it were easier. CTB. Maybe then I wouldn't be such a wuss about it all and be able to just psych myself up to do it and put an end to it all.
I hate that I can let someone else make me feel like shit. That one person can make or break my mood for the entire fucking day. And really, the person is me, isn't it? That's the really annoying thing about all of it. So then I hate myself for being such a pathetic slave to love. For caring so much about one person's opinion and validation.
Sometimes I can feel so confident, like I can do anything and sometimes I just feel like everything I say and do is stupid or irrelevant.
I wish it were easier. CTB. Maybe then I wouldn't be such a wuss about it all and be able to just psych myself up to do it and put an end to it all.
