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decisui

decisui

Member
Feb 27, 2021
31
i've had so many attempts. i hope i'm able to do it soon. but im just so panically scared of ending up a vegetable

to be honest i dont think i would be doing it if i had at least one real friend . loneliness is what's really killing me . everyone leaves me eventually it hurts so much

convincing myself im not real actually helps !
 
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orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
i've had so many attempts. i hope i'm eventually able to do it.

to be honest i dont think i would be doing it if i had at least one real friend . loneliness is what's really killing me
Likewise. Although not exactly. I just need to love. Friendship does not give such emotions. But it is somewhere in between.
 
JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
Why does it matter about becoming a vegetable you would not be aware and hopefully your next of kin would turn off your life support. Or do you mean locked in syndrome? That is terrifying but can happen to anyone at anytime.
 
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orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
Why does it matter about becoming a vegetable you would not be aware and hopefully your next of kin would turn off your life support. Or do you mean locked in syndrome? That is terrifying but can happen to anyone at anytime.
I do not understand you. Sorry
 
decisui

decisui

Member
Feb 27, 2021
31
Why does it matter about becoming a vegetable you would not be aware and hopefully your next of kin would turn off your life support. Or do you mean locked in syndrome? That is terrifying but can happen to anyone at anytime.
i could end up disabled but still aware and able to think
 
Bat 17

Bat 17

Bat 17
Mar 30, 2021
307
Yes loneliness is bloody awful, when I'm not working or seeing my kids I'm lonely all the time
 
Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
I'm also lonely
 

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