TheMountainTreeEgg
Fish
- Dec 9, 2024
- 47
I'm absolutely nothing, I feel that it is unnecessary for me to exist. I wish it wasn't taboo to CTB, I mean if someone wants to go away whats wrong with that?
It sucks because I know that my "disappearance" will upset people, my already useless self will just cause more pain for people. I don't know how much I can hold on. the idea that I will hurt my family and friends can't keep me on this earth forever. I've been skateboarding a lot recently, I feel that If I didn't skate I would be dead, but even then I'm shit at skateboarding. I thought it could hold me forever.
I threw my board out of anger today because I couldn't land heelflip. It was unnecessary, barbaric, and didn't solve anything I'm such a dumbass. If I'm dogshit at everything and dogshit at my favorite thing to do, then why the fuck am I here. Someone give me an answer to why I was put on this earth.
Damnit I love skating so much
It sucks because I know that my "disappearance" will upset people, my already useless self will just cause more pain for people. I don't know how much I can hold on. the idea that I will hurt my family and friends can't keep me on this earth forever. I've been skateboarding a lot recently, I feel that If I didn't skate I would be dead, but even then I'm shit at skateboarding. I thought it could hold me forever.
I threw my board out of anger today because I couldn't land heelflip. It was unnecessary, barbaric, and didn't solve anything I'm such a dumbass. If I'm dogshit at everything and dogshit at my favorite thing to do, then why the fuck am I here. Someone give me an answer to why I was put on this earth.
Damnit I love skating so much
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