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loveletter4you

loveletter4you

luvletter4you
Jun 3, 2026
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If you look at my previous posts I am planning to CTB before the 16th

if I cannot get my hands on fent, I believe making homemade chlorine gas (mixing bleach and vinegar) could do the job. Does anyone know of any research that proves this is a valid way to ctb?
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
303
it would be extremely painful, not like fent at all.
 
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Nolongerlive

Student
Feb 28, 2026
157
chlorine gas is corrossive to your lung so it will be quite painful to die.

Also it will also affect/harm people within the area as you. So be careful with its usage.
 
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loveletter4you

luvletter4you
Jun 3, 2026
4
chlorine gas is corrossive to your lung so it will be quite painful to die.

Also it will also affect/harm people within the area as you. So be careful with its usage.
I figured I would do it in my car &' attach a note on the outside explaining what I did &' that people would need to be cautious. I would hate to hurt anyone

off topic but can you send me the megathread where people discuss methods. I am also researching carbon monoxide as well but can't seem to find the thread
 
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no future
Feb 24, 2026
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Nolongerlive

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Feb 28, 2026
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I figured I would do it in my car &' attach a note on the outside explaining what I did &' that people would need to be cautious. I would hate to hurt anyone

off topic but can you send me the megathread where people discuss methods. I am also researching carbon monoxide as well but can't seem to find the thread


Carbon monoxide mega thread

 
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wannabeangel

wannabeangel

꒰ა Missing Wings ໒꒱
Mar 14, 2026
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this has to be one of the most painful suicide methods, your lungs and skin will burn and blister from the gas, if you look up chlorine gas skin contact on google images you'll see. please choose any other kind of gas that isn't going to be excruciating and have a risk of harming others, even if you do it in your car any responders are going to be exposed to that, to read the note you have to be quite close to the car, i feel like there's too much of a risk of someone not noticing or fully reading/processing the note and getting harmed
 
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Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Seventh Circle's Favorite Witch (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
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If you look at my previous posts I am planning to CTB before the 16th

if I cannot get my hands on fent, I believe making homemade chlorine gas (mixing bleach and vinegar) could do the job. Does anyone know of any research that proves this is a valid way to ctb?
Yeah, you probably shouldn't... Like other people said, it is painful and takes a decent amount of time to complete
 
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gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
423
So, I'm not chemist expert. But I have ocd, and once while cleaning a particularly nasty bathroom drunk I mixed cleaning alcohol, white vinegar and bleach into one same bassinet to use as product to scrub a shower.
I closed the bathroom door behind me too and after 10 minutes began to get nauseous, feel my head throbbing, hands tingling and difficulty breathing.
I got out for some fresh air still not aware of what I done, and fainted.

0/10 very unpleasurable experience and definitely not a recommendation I'd have for catching the bus.
 
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