UPDATE- I just thought I'd provide an update since original post on 2/10/19 entitled: I don't know what to do....
I went back to police station last Friday (4/10/19) to report the scumbag that goes by the name 'Tony'. I met him last Thursday because he told me that he would knock on my mothers door and show her the sex video and made indirect threats also.
I know it was stupid, well idiotic, to meet with him but I felt at that time, that I had no other choice.
I met him in a public place, but later went back with him to a hotel (dumb I know) Once at the hotel he changed from Mr. Calm and understanding to Mr. Psycho.
Again he was pissed off that I had not followed his rules and told me he was only this way with me. He said other stuff but it will take too long to explain. I again foolishly had sex with him again because of the threats he made against me but more importantly my mother. He said this would be end of it and no harm would come to me or my mother.
Before sex he told me to take a drop of liquid on my tongue as it would relax me and wouldn't stay in my system too long. I thought it was N but this bottle was different from the N I had, which I later gave him back.
The two bottles of N I had originally were in a small glass, clear bottles with red lids, this bottle was made of brown glass with a blue lid.
I took a drop of the liquid on my tongue and it wasn't long before I felt it's affects. I felt euphoric. All my limbs felt like jelly. Sex took place. It was the grosses experience ever. I'd passed out at some point. When I came too it was over.
We didn't go to sleep that night, although I was hoping he would so I could stab him in his sleep which was a stupid idea, given that I didn't have a knife.
Prior to having sex, he kept going out into the hallway outside the hotel room. During one of his heated conversations, I heard him say on the phone, 'she is here now and waiting for when you get here'. At first I didn't know what to take from that, 'what did he mean?'. He came back into the room after one of these phone conversations, saying, 'they should have been here already but now I will have to wait until the morning'.
Morning came and I knew I had to get out of there because he was becoming more agitated.
Someone from the mental health team phoned, while I was still in the hotel room. They knew about 'Tony' and the situation and guessed when I couldn't speak that I was with him.
I managed to get out of there by saying I needed to collect some clothes from home but would return later as he wanted me to go back down South with him.
Once I left the hotel I went immediately to mental health team, who told me that I needed to go back to the police because I was at risk, which I did, with one of the workers.
We were at the police station from around 5:30pm-11:30pm. The police contacted the hotel, as they wanted to check he was still there so that they could arrest him but he was not booked in under the name he had given me.
I am due to go back to the station on Tuesday to give a video interview.
I know it is really foolish of me to post on here, given that he is probably viewing this now but I needed to share and vent.
I'm going to start 2-day prep for SN tomorrow .
I went back to police station last Friday (4/10/19) to report the scumbag that goes by the name 'Tony'. I met him last Thursday because he told me that he would knock on my mothers door and show her the sex video and made indirect threats also.
I know it was stupid, well idiotic, to meet with him but I felt at that time, that I had no other choice.
I met him in a public place, but later went back with him to a hotel (dumb I know) Once at the hotel he changed from Mr. Calm and understanding to Mr. Psycho.
Again he was pissed off that I had not followed his rules and told me he was only this way with me. He said other stuff but it will take too long to explain. I again foolishly had sex with him again because of the threats he made against me but more importantly my mother. He said this would be end of it and no harm would come to me or my mother.
Before sex he told me to take a drop of liquid on my tongue as it would relax me and wouldn't stay in my system too long. I thought it was N but this bottle was different from the N I had, which I later gave him back.
The two bottles of N I had originally were in a small glass, clear bottles with red lids, this bottle was made of brown glass with a blue lid.
I took a drop of the liquid on my tongue and it wasn't long before I felt it's affects. I felt euphoric. All my limbs felt like jelly. Sex took place. It was the grosses experience ever. I'd passed out at some point. When I came too it was over.
We didn't go to sleep that night, although I was hoping he would so I could stab him in his sleep which was a stupid idea, given that I didn't have a knife.
Prior to having sex, he kept going out into the hallway outside the hotel room. During one of his heated conversations, I heard him say on the phone, 'she is here now and waiting for when you get here'. At first I didn't know what to take from that, 'what did he mean?'. He came back into the room after one of these phone conversations, saying, 'they should have been here already but now I will have to wait until the morning'.
Morning came and I knew I had to get out of there because he was becoming more agitated.
Someone from the mental health team phoned, while I was still in the hotel room. They knew about 'Tony' and the situation and guessed when I couldn't speak that I was with him.
I managed to get out of there by saying I needed to collect some clothes from home but would return later as he wanted me to go back down South with him.
Once I left the hotel I went immediately to mental health team, who told me that I needed to go back to the police because I was at risk, which I did, with one of the workers.
We were at the police station from around 5:30pm-11:30pm. The police contacted the hotel, as they wanted to check he was still there so that they could arrest him but he was not booked in under the name he had given me.
I am due to go back to the station on Tuesday to give a video interview.
I know it is really foolish of me to post on here, given that he is probably viewing this now but I needed to share and vent.
I'm going to start 2-day prep for SN tomorrow .
