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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
170
Whichever thing that doesn't work properly and causes me to worry. I'm so utterly and absolutely done with worrying.
 
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negi-maguro

negi-maguro

Anarresti
Mar 2, 2025
17
Seeing the rhythm game cabs filled with groups of players.
Sitting alone while waiting for my turn as the groups laugh and have fun playing.
Imagining trying to talk to them and join in, but being too shy and scared of being rejected.
Getting cut in line because a couple from the group needs to play duo.
Asking the rest of the players to play duo so we can play four songs, but nobody wants to, so I end up playing alone with only three songs.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Having to smell weed fucking everywhere. At home, walking down the sidewalks, on the bus. It makes me nauseated constantly.
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
478
my cat prefers my parents over me after i raised him for the first year of his life, nursing him to health from near-death emaciation. he was genuinely a suicide deterrent for a while because of how attached he was to me, and now i don't even think i could take him with me when i move out without causing him emotional suffering. feels like a sign tbh!
update hes been spending more time with me again

probably sasu's collective power
 

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