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deadmanwalking1990

deadmanwalking1990

Student
Nov 16, 2025
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Why do people who dont wanna die get F accidentally and die,but us who wanna die cant,why do people who dont wanna die get in car accidents and die but i cant,why do young people full of life get cancer and die young but i can.WHY FUCKIN WHY is this life so unfair?
 
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CaptainSunshine!

CaptainSunshine!

Member
Oct 29, 2025
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To be honest, random death doesn't sound that pleasant. I could get hit by a car and not actually die. Just live with a bad hip for the rest of my life. Even if I did die, it would probably be painful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,996
I understand as all I want to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake ever again and I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence, I only envy those who are no longer burdened with this existence.
 
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deadmanwalking1990

deadmanwalking1990

Student
Nov 16, 2025
129
To be honest, random death doesn't sound that pleasant. I could get hit by a car and not actually die. Just live with a bad hip for the rest of my life. Even if I did die, it would probably be painful.
Well if you get hit by a car its not a random death,its an random accident bro,im talking bout people who died
I understand as all I want to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake ever again and I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence, I only envy those who are no longer burdened with this existence.
Well you are here for 5 years on this page,so i think you are stronger than you think,there is no way im gonns be here in 5 years
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,231
I strongly suspect "the unfairness of life" is a big reason many want to CTB.
 
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deadmanwalking1990

deadmanwalking1990

Student
Nov 16, 2025
129
I strongly suspect "the unfairness of life" is a big reason many want to CTB.
No need for using quotation marks,it literally is unfairness
 
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Gonk

Gonk

failed perfectionist
Oct 20, 2024
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Why we even consider fairness of life? Perhaps the thought of fairness should be a part of life is the exact trap. The little child learnt that instinct always chases it until death.

I mean why? Chasing fairness, expecting things to be right is painful. Worse, it is a disadvantage, it turns out we not only need to be hardworking and moticated but also b#stard and manipulative to get things we want. I never saw honesty makes friendships, for instance. Nor I saw well-deserved people die but innocent ones suffers and die, in mines, in battlefields, in accidents so those hypocrites making the majority could live.
 
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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
4,757
Unfairness is pretty tightly woven into the fabric of reality. The whole world pulses with it. After all, it is fitness differentials (i.e. "unfairness") that drive evolution. Mendel growing his little pea plants unwittingly figured out the biological underpinnings of unfairness before anyone alive today was remotely conceived. And once the process of meiosis was adequately described, well, there you go. Whether someone could have a normal fulfilling life or a living nightmare could all be decided before their first breath by the random distribution of chromosomes and nothing more.
 

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