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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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I think right now I'm just at a high point, but I really should be taking this time to move forward with recovery. Take my time and ride out the lows.

After all my research, I hold the answer to my cure. However, after all my research I also hold the answer to my death. (ok not quite my death but I just need to button up a few things with that).

I picked the title I did because I remember a question from school. You fall down a well. During the day you climb up 2 steps. But at night you fall down 1. How long is it going to take you to get out? I want to get better. I'd love nothing more then to live my life to its fullest. I'm still only young. There's so much left for me. But during the lows it just seems so hopeless. Like death is my only way out. I need to take 2 steps forward. So when I take that 1 step back, I'll still have made progress.

"It's just a bad trip. It'll all be over soon." this is something I tell myself when I have a bad trip. And I think the same line can be used to get through my lows too. It'll all be over soon. :)

 
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Jul 9, 2020
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I'm in a low point right now. This really helped me feel better today. Thank you
 
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