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nakagawadestroy

nakagawadestroy

Member
Jul 14, 2025
10
I have so many stupid attempts failed I hope this is the good one!! Will get on a chair and wait until I get numb or something so I fall and the hanging hurts less!! Also will wrap a plastic head around my head so I can asphyxiate quicker. My dream was to get married and have a happy family. I wish success and happiness to whoever else has dreams for the future
 
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arcticmonkey

arcticmonkey

Still here somehow...
Oct 8, 2025
33
I have so many stupid attempts failed I hope this is the good one!! Will get on a chair and wait until I get numb or something so I fall and the hanging hurts less!! Also will wrap a plastic head around my head so I can asphyxiate quicker. My dream was to get married and have a happy family. I wish success and happiness to whoever else has dreams for the future
Good luck and i hope you find peace, i plan to ctb the same way today or tomorrow morning before sunrise
 
Kitsuné_

Kitsuné_

Student
Sep 8, 2025
173
You are going to have a serotoninergic syndrome, u are probably not going to pass out and it will not help urself with hanging. U have poisoned urself with something that doesnt help at all.

Do urself a favour, call ambulance, just say u took 3 or 4 pills by mistake or that u mixed tramadol with sertraline, HIDE IT, try to recover from the intoxication and rethink ur plan ❤️
 
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