Tonight I'm gonna hang myself

[to be a sad tran]

I couldn't buy SN so I'm gonna go by the painful, riskier route. I'll use the 2 meter red ribbon my mother-in-law gave me (it's part of a dress) and the iron bars from my window. I'll lock myself in my room so if I make any noises my family will have to break the door. I told my friends I wasn't going to kill myself but oh well. I fucking hate anything near my neck and I really want to CTB via SN as I'm used to feeling nauseous, vomiting and fainting from low blood pressure, but I can't get it right now so there's no other way. I might be scared but I'm no coward. See you guys around.

 

[Blutsager]

Hello friend.

Sorry to hear you have to go with a way you don't feel comfortable about.
I would like to encourage you to hold on, perhaps in hopes you may find the will to live soon, or perhaps to at least wait until you find a better way to do this.

Otherwise, if you haven't done this already, and are taking some time off before it, my PM is open for you, perhaps you would like to talk about any topics other than this to wind wind down, and ease, to fill your mind with happy thoughts before the time comes?.

Regardless, at last but not least, remember: all suffering is temporary. But the peace that awaits us in the afterlife, is eternal. Fear no suffering... it will all be over soon.

 

[Rinzing]

I hope it would be somewhat peaceful for you, wishing you comfort on your journey

 

[Haibane-renmei-reki]

short hanging is a weak method there is a chance u ll not pass out

i recommend you go for full hanging if you can

and go luck

 

[departing]

I hope you find the peace that you're seeking.

 

[one4all]

Let me know how it goes.

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

Lots of love <3

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[jusbug]

i feel your urge to end it

good luck

i wish you a safe journey

 

[Nem]

 

[Erase.myself]

I wish you a peaceful journey