Tomorrow's the night

[overandout4me]

Ok I'm doing this tomorrow night at bedtime so I shouldn't be disturbed or found til the following morning, and I'm so sorry to my family about that, but I know I don't belong here anymore. Wherever I end up, it's certainly already he'll on earth as far as I'm concerned.
I have sodium nitrite (NaNO2) nitrous acid, sodium salt I got online manufactured by Yield RX , so it better be the right thing!
I have Zofran for nausea and a bunch of benzos. I'm not going to eat all day. I'm just wondering if anyone can go over the protocol and process /timing for this and anything else that will help or advice offered? Can you mix it with anything other than water, or will that change the composition too much ? I want to take as much as possible before I passport from the benzos and the SN... I know I should have a good 12 hours before anyone checks on me. Do we know for sure how long before you're gone and not able to be resuscitated ? I have to get this right so please please help me with any knowledge I might need ?
I haven't been on here much, so I haven't read a whole lot. Thanks guys. Peace out

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[calicocat07]

Hope all goes well, I dont know about that last part though, probably id give like an hour because of the lack of oxygen in the brain or something. If you have 12 you'd probably be good.

 

[idiotmother]

Hello, sorry you've gotten to this point. All the resources say to mix it with water for best results.

 

[hell toupee]

If you are doing full suspension, there isn't much to worry about other than your knots, anchor, and possibly being found within 20 minutes. After that there is no saving you.

Ligature placement and all of that stuff is more of a factor with partial hangings because partial relies on delicate placement of knot/rope and body position - which is why it's difficult to get right.

Full suspension you will have so much force on your neck, it matters not where you place the rope - it's simply going to ride all the way to the top of your neck under the jaw - so best to start that way unless you want to feel it rip up on you.

I wish you a peaceful journey. Just make sure your knots and anchor are secure, and make absolute certain you aren't saved otherwise you will end up with brain damage and most likely a vegetable the rest of your life.

Someone posted a news story last week of a guy who went full suspension from a tree in an urban area and was saved by a police officer. He spent the next 2-3 years as a vegetable with all kinds of lung complications. I believe a lung infection finally did him in, Was a very sad story. Can't believe the family kept him alive for that long.