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xeno112007

xeno112007

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Jul 18, 2025
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Tomorrow I am going to die by hanging. I wish to die. I like it this way. I am going to die. Its good
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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I sorry to hear life has brought you to this point, but I understand you, I am in a similar situation.
I hope you are able to fill you will, I wish you you can have the peace you deserve!
 
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xeno112007

xeno112007

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Jul 18, 2025
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I sorry to hear life has brought you to this point, but I understand you, I am in a similar situation.
I hope you are able to fill you will, I wish you you can have the peace you deserve!
Thanks people here are kind
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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Thanks people here are kind
Because people here knows what is to suffer.
Yes, some of them have mental illness (it's not my case, I ended up here only after an accident that left me with major issues, so I don't want to continue living this way), but in the end, we all understand what suffering is, and we support each other.
 
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xeno112007

xeno112007

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Jul 18, 2025
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Because people here knows what is to suffer.
Yes, some of them have mental illness (it's not my case, I ended up here only after an accident that left me with major issues, so I don't want to continue living this way), but in the end, we all understand what suffering is, and we support each other.
Thanks really thanks
 
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cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
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Good luck friend
 
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Thanatox

Thanatox

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May 22, 2024
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yeah, good luck! I hope eveything goes well for you tomorrow
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish to be gone, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
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Good luck and wishing you peaceful journey. :heart:
 
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shcizoseraphima

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i wish you the best, and hope you find peace ... <3
 
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LastLightFade...

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Jan 12, 2026
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I hope your decision was well thought out which I doubt it was but if it was I hope you don't suffer too much before death.
 
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xeno112007

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Jul 18, 2025
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I hope your decision was well thought out which I doubt it was but if it was I hope you don't suffer too much before death.
Well its a well thought out decision I already tried ctb 2 years old and nothing changed since then. I have been suicidal for months now.
 
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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
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Good luck and I wish you peace🫂
 
LastLightFade...

LastLightFade...

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Jan 12, 2026
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Well its a well thought out decision I already tried ctb 2 years old and nothing changed since then. I have been suicidal for months now.
Rest in peace. I hope whatever is next will be better than life now.
 

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