I've gone back and forth so many times but I don't think I can take this anymore. The last couple days I've been falling deeper and deeper into this hole and I'm tired of trying to dig myself out. I have everything I need i'm going to take the SN a little later and hopefully that'll do it.
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Inferdan
Meeting the first minor relapse after recovery
- Nov 3, 2019
- 450
May you rest on a hill with a lone tree, with a soft breeze on a cool night, with the starry sky above, with you finally at peace...
LMLN
Paragon
- Aug 10, 2019
- 929
randomz
Specialist
- Nov 4, 2019
- 395
I am sorry to hear life brought you to this point. Are you absolutely sure you have exhausted all options to get better though? Maybe you should give yourself a little break and get some rest from life in order to start enjoying life again?
Giraffey
Your Orange Crush
- Mar 7, 2020
- 439
It always breaks my heart when I read that people are taking this decision because they feel like it's the only way to stop falling. It seems like less of a choice when it appears to be the only way out.
As above, whatever you decide, I hope that peace and strength soon follow. Just know that whether you go through with it or not, you will always have a home here where you matter equally as much as we all do
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
I hope you have explored all the options available to you before ctb, plus have you prepared properly see Stan's guide the most copied and pasted document on SS,
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
I hope you can find peace.
I've tried and tried so many times. I've done the resting thing too. It seems no matter what I do I always end up back in the same spot sometimes worse than before
Thank you
Yes I've read the guide many many times. As far as that goes I have what I needI hope you have explored all the options available to you before ctb, plus have you prepared properly see Stan's guide the most copied and pasted document on SS, https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
I hope you can find peace.
Throwmyselfaway
Not gone yet but soon
- Jan 14, 2020
- 797
If you mean how I feel after I take the SN that won't be until later. I'm thinking of taking it right before I go to sleep then it'll just be go to sleep and don't wake up
TeenIdle
Member
- Feb 29, 2020
- 99
I hope you find peace on the other side
I hope I can join you in April when this coronavirus shit is overSimilar threads
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