To those who are planning to go with sn, what do you do, until you lose consciousness?

[Mary Janex]

I can't imagine lying down and waiting to die, without panicking. I'm so afraid of doing something stupid and calling an ambulance. I also don't want to listen to music because I don't want to be found with music playing. lol

 

[UserFromNowhere]

Benzos or other medication that calms the brain is typically recommended for that reason. As for me, that's exactly what I intend to do: take medication, take SN, listen to music, go to sleep one last time.

 

[askmeifimatree]

Same, I feel like I'll panic and botch my own attempt. 30 min is a long time of just sitting and waiting. I thought maybe being in call with someone would help but it's probably better to die alone. There's no medication or drugs that can help with this, it's just will power.

 

[Ikkuna]

Id probably cry and just call an ambulance

 

[Life'sA6itch]

Id probably cry and just call an ambulance

Me too, that's why I can't go this route

 

[karakoltriste]

idk maybe I would take a large dose of Xanax

 

[cioran.legend]

I think the same thing, I think hanging myself would be faster or with a nitrogen tank, 3 or 4 deep breaths is all you need to become unconscious according to the research and experiences I have read.
Why wouldn't you like to be found with music if you don't mind me asking?

 

[ketopia]

I'm powering through with raw delusion :) This salty shot of liquid is just homemade nyquil. I'll light some incense, wash my face and brush my teeth, put on comfy clean PJs, probably throw up a little but that's okay. Then I'll crawl into bed with the fan blowing and lights off, cuddle my weighted dinosaur plushie and go to sleep. I'm just going to sleep cause I don't feel good, that's all.

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

just close eyes, lay back and listen to music. It's not like it takes an eternity