Im sad. Thats really it. Health issues hold me back. I have the SN and AE in my closet. I have some procedures coming up that *may* help but I've been trying for over a year with different modalities and failing. I don't understand why im even holding on so hard, like life ain't even that worth fighting for but here I am fighting, going through daily turmoil to try to stay alive. It sucks to be in limbo. When you know theres no hope left and now you gotta CTB, then its rough too but when there is some hope still and you are just holding on to that 5% hope, its terrible. You feel cowardly for not already ending your life. This shit sucks so big.
I hate that you're going through this but you're not alone, even if this is the loneliest situation one can be in. My dm's are always open.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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That must be really tiring what you go through, I'm sorry you suffer in this cruel existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
