
pancakelover20
going to sleep
- Jul 16, 2025
- 5
so im planning how im going to send my letters to everyone i know before i go and how to cortinate who will find my body. (i dont want someone to come home to me) originally i planned on calling emergency services and telling them what im doing and to come get my body and hang up the phone, followed by quickly sending my messages to everyone i know then going through with my method which is currently suspension hanging, because my preferred drugs for my original method are coming to be extremely hard to get and im not sure i can obtain them in time. but the problem is i obviously do not want to fail and i dont want to be interrupted before im fully brain dead. which ive heard can take up to 15-20 minutes after you're unconscious. i thought of going someplace rural but i want to die in my room. it's important to me. there's multiple hospitals and emergency rooms very very close to me, so if i called and attempted there is a chance they could hypothetically interrupt. i just want my body to be discovered first by the services. but i dont know how to time it all.