dandelion_fluff
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- Apr 12, 2026
- 22
With the whole Hantavirus thing going on, I was wondering what I would do if another pandemic happened. Honestly, I was 16 when the COVID pandemic and lockdown started, and I remember being scared at the start and then after a month I started considering it as a very long vacation. Yeah, I liked not going outside and just staying home watching TikTok. But I got too comfortable not speaking to others, so after the lockdown ended and we went back to schools, my social anxiety grew even more than before and any social skills I once had got wiped away and never came back. So if another pandemic happens, first of all this hantavirus is more fatal than COVID was so I'd be more scared of it, and secondly another lockdown would probably make me lonelier than ever and more likely to ctb.
But also, I'm a bit fascinated with events like these that interrupt normal society. I don't know why, it just fills me with a form of anxiety and excitement. That must sound horrible since if this truly becomes a pandemic then people would die. But it's not really the fact that there will be deaths that excites me. It's the fact that it would cause interruptions in our normal society.
But also, I'm a bit fascinated with events like these that interrupt normal society. I don't know why, it just fills me with a form of anxiety and excitement. That must sound horrible since if this truly becomes a pandemic then people would die. But it's not really the fact that there will be deaths that excites me. It's the fact that it would cause interruptions in our normal society.