This really can' be that hard

[itsallover]

All of these infamous murderers and rapists have hung themselves in prison while under the watchful eye of guards. They are human too so I know these convicts have a way of manipulating the system so they have the opportunity to hang themselves and save themselves from trial, all of the backlash they will get for their crimes, and finally just be left to rot away which is the case in most states as only a minority have capital punishment. What is the best type of material for hanging a noose and where should you hang it from in the home? I am at home a lot of the time by myself so my time is coming up. I don't if a lot of you know my story but I am dealing with a serious and debilitating physical illness caused by incompetent doctors so I a have been left with two options. Either major organ removal and a complete change in quality of life or this device they're going to try and put in. If it fails then I'm not waiting for the New Year. I don't have another three to four years left in the tank while litigation goes on with lawyers. I just want to rest in peace already. Everyday I wake up and feel like I'm in a nightmare and am just drugged up all day with all this pain medication they have put me on which only numbs me partially. Anyone else planning on not seeing 2020. On a side note I know the world is ending because the Turks went into Syria and slaughtered so many Kurds. That will not be overlooked this day in age as the U.S. and Russia or now knee deep in shit and we are on the precipice of a third world war where nukes will only leave a few of us alive, mostly the rich anyway. Those are my thoughts. I have been on this site for a while and feel that it is time to go.

 

[Stan]

Anyone else planning on not seeing 2020

Me