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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,820
I'm ranting because I can't buy nembutal at the pharmacy as easily as I can get my abilify. Life in this world just isn't for me. It never has been and never will be, so why can't I just buy life ending drugs at the pharmacy? Only reason I can think of for why this is the case is because the government thinks it owns everyone. We're just taxable property and how dare we exit from life and take away their profits?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,466
I agree.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as I also just wish to peacefully cease existing and I just see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to escape from this torturous, futile existence, all I hope for is the peace of non-existence, I also don't see myself as meant for any of this, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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citrusrope

citrusrope

Student
Feb 13, 2025
117
Not really relating to your original post but just wanted to say it was nice to see you still here (Though I guess it shouldn't be "nice" perse since being on here isn't for fun or anything. But I recognize your user and was wondering where you were. Anyways, sorry for derailing from the post.)
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,703
It is anout protection. Some medications are powerful enough that any missuse would cause problems more serious that what us being treated.

On their own, humans are terrible at following directions. Anything OTC is weak enough to work, but fairly safe in an OD situation. They are acting responsibly.
 

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