Venting Things have past... but i still feel dead inside

[dying_kwik2000]

I should be fine but there is still a fucking hole in my chest and I'm still thinking about dying. I wish I could die in my sleep.

I try to talk to people about it but no one says anything. They just ignore me.

I feel existential alone and I want to drown in a bottle of pills but I know that won't work. So I guess I just have to wait until I can kill myself with CO poisoning.

I feel alone and empty.