Venting They call it “suicide”, but it feels like I’m being murdered.

[Suidice]

I never wanted to end my life this way, I was forced to. I come from a broken family and I only have a single friend which I recently met. For most of my life I've lived in isolation and alone, I also grew up poor on top of that. People in my circle ostracize me and treat me like a second class citizen. I think every suicidal person can relate to this to some degree, no one is born wanting to die.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I never wanted my life to end like this either. To me the chronic pain is my "murderer" not myself. Chronic pain forced my hand into doing it. Nobody else.

 

[Sasha Swift]

nice pfp dude. I feel you, pain is shit. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow wish me and my fobia of anything doctor/medical related good luck.

Btw, did you try some treatment for that pain, or is that inaccessible to you?

 

[unluckysadness]

Same. I was murdered.

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

this world honestly fucking sucks. i wanted to find a job, buy a house, get married, and start a family. and then as soon as i graduate highschool the whole world falls apart and goes to shit.

I had my happy future robbed from me and i refuse to keep living in a world that is rigged against me

 

[brassicasaur]

I think I was manslaughtered.
People didn't specifically mean to kill me, but they did.

 

[mourningyesterday]

exactly how i feel i used to think abt the future and have dreams until my health got in the way now i have nothing and ctb seems the only way out of my misery