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maidens

maidens

" more dead than alive, I endure it "
Aug 27, 2023
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I don't even know how to explain how I'm feeling. at this point, recovery is genuinely impossible. I don't want to have hope for things anymore. I don't want to have interests, I don't want to dislike things, I don't want to exist. I wish I could disappear. this is such a generic vent post but I'm wording it the best I can. I genuinely can't see any hope for a future, I say that I need help rven knowing that it's impossible to help me with the way I've been. I need to ctb.
 
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eppell

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Aug 30, 2021
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Hey... I can only imagine what you are feeling right now and it must be pretty hard to describe it. I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Has it always been like this?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's certainly very much understandable just wanting to disappear from this cruel existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I hate how there isn't the option to just permanently erase our existence when we want to.
 
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numbed one

Student
May 22, 2023
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I don't even know how to explain how I'm feeling. at this point, recovery is genuinely impossible. I don't want to have hope for things anymore. I don't want to have interests, I don't want to dislike things, I don't want to exist. I wish I could disappear. this is such a generic vent post but I'm wording it the best I can. I genuinely can't see any hope for a future, I say that I need help rven knowing that it's impossible to help me with the way I've been. I need to ctb.
Same hère , i don't have Hope for a futur and soon i'll bé on thé streets After m'y moms death i can't find a job till i Can aford food and bills to live , also i have schizophrénia that's fucking UP m'y life .
 
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