Only those who no longer suffer in this existence and are at peace for all eternity are fortunate to me but of course I could only see never being burdened with this existence at all as true perfection. I'll always see it as so dreadful to exist, to me existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I see it as the most torturous, futile burden to exist, existence just feels like a mistake to me and I see it as such a terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all.