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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
On top of that you have a date.
and it's fast approaching.

I cannot express how hollow I feel
and rest of the world is all indifferent to your circumstances.

only you can fix your own life if you are lucky.
And I was anything but that..
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
only you can fix your own life if you are lucky.

Yes, it would seem so!
Although making an extremely effort and doing your best can also help.

Hope you feel better soon, amigo! <3
 
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yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
The worst feeling is seeing other people experiencing your dream life yet you could never attain that
ohhh, i'm so tired of this! i hate this feeling :(
 
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rs929

Mage
Dec 18, 2020
579
Maybe the only way to recovery is acceptance. You accept it or you CTB.
 
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Isitmytime

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Jan 26, 2021
65
Please, please, please try not to compare yourself to other people. It doesn't help you and you have no way to know how they really feel. You know, people that know me would never imagine I spend time on this site. I think some people even envy me, but they have no idea what I've been through and even these days when I am almost crawling around the house, I look just fine when I go to work. Maybe a little tired, to a fine observer. I wonder many times, knowing myself, how many of the people I see are dying inside. Excepting those in whose eyes I can see nothing but white noise... :)
 
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AQUA

AQUA

Headstone
Dec 2, 2020
300
Maybe a social media detox?
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

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Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Maybe a social media detox?
I wish it's that simple.

I've been on a Chinese passport for nearly 27 years with last 10 years actively aiming to emigrate away but to no avail, I think I've had just about enough of it.

people say China is not that bad,
Would I have killed myself otherwise should I been able to leave?
I doubt it.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
So true! All around me I see people living beautiful lives full of joy and richness and activity. I am due to a variety of circumstances large and small, I shut myself out. It's really quite torturous. Once upon a time I wasthe life of the party… alas…. I really don't see ever getting back to that place and so here I am…
 

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