Venting the only therapist who has been helpful to me dumped me

[Lawliet]

i'm homebound and bedridden most of the time. i'm always in pain, tired, stressed. i'm been in therapy for about 20 years and never had someone help me until now. i was seeing her in may and she's been so helpful to me. validating me, helping me not feel crazy. yesterday she gave me a three weeks notice that she's trimming her clients and that i'm getting the chop. how the fuck is someone with BPD/PSTD/deprssion/anxiety/ARFID who only gets 5-6 hours a day awake and ok enough to move around not worthy of it.

this happens after both of my physical therapists dropped because i'm immunocompromised and need them to get updated vaccines to see me. my health team is gone now, right before the holidays and the worst time of the year for my brain and body. i have SN, but i don't want to traumatize my mom and brother. but what kind of life is this?? i can barely function. i have no hope

 

[Sphene]

I'm so sorry, that seems like an incredibly frustrating situation. Finally finding something that seems to help and then just losing it again must be devastating. I really hope you get lucky again and are able to find another therapist who works for you