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Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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The man and his friend,
A different friend,
The man who did,
The trick where you have crack,
In your system and fruit,
And added salt,
And whatever else was in those,
Damn fruits,
He tried to con me,
Out of more money,
Claimed I didn't give him forty dollars,
Although in reality I did,
The amount is on record,
From my checking,
I would ask you all,
Those who have the skill,
To look through all the data,
Through the cameras,
From my apartment,
Complex to the gas station,
And through the hospital,
Discreetly,
If you can,
This request,
As you may guess,
Is ridiculous,
And probably won't happen,
Even if you overheard the conversation,
On my phone,
I won't remember,
This terrible blunder,
Almost like a raging thunder,
After the lightning,
Which may seem,
Frightening,
To the chill of the spine,
There is no grapevine,
For what could happen,
Even within this time,
I am uncertain of the future,
Except my last precognition,
Which the dream came true,
I should've written it down,
In a dream journal,
But at the time I forgot about the dream,
The next dream seems so clear,
Not within fear,
But perhaps in depression,
Where I was standing on the pier,
By the wooden bike racks,
Looking at the lake at night,
What a sight,
I took all my trazodone,
Not to OD,
For indeed I spat them out,
Felt all the tablets on my tongue,
This isn't a joke or for fun,
When does this happen,
I know sometime in the future,
So I must still be living I guess I really won't CTB,
I must live for you or for me,
Even family,
Friends,
And Pets,
And whoever else,
For I am uncertain.
 
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