I had a plan Monday. My mom was having breast cancer surgery and I knew my dad had a gun. So I was watching the dog and gong to take the gun. Go down by the river and end it. Then Sunday morning I got news my brother had been arrested. So now I'm jumping through hoops to get his affairs in order, he probably isn't getting it anytime soon. It's not a good charge and my ex, son's mom, is saying because it's a small town that because the same last name of it becomes a problem she will move away 10 hours away to live with the guy she is seeing. So... hanging will be the way. I'm going to get stuff to a point my parents can manage. I'm not young 51, and so my parents can't manage all that. But yeah, I'm done.
menheraboy
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- Apr 16, 2025
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