The last step

[9137890]

I want to go with SN and have the sulfuric + oxalic acid or hanging or chloroquine method as plan B. The only thing what is holding me in this world, is I can't find the right place. I am thinking and searching for months but it's useless. I can't do this in a hotel room (speaking with people) or wood (i live in the center of town) or in my car (to have method 2 the acids as backup).

If I can not find anything, then I would try it at home at night or in my company after working time. I don't care anymore.

Any suggestions?

 

[Jean4]

I apologize if I don't understand. Why isn't a hotel the best route for you?

 

[SettOne1994]

also why choose enclosed spaces of a car instead of natural woods? i would feel more calm there ...you sayed i live in center of city as you are far from woods but then sayed you own a car then problem solved

 

[martin8383784]

depends on your method, what is the method you want to go with, I'm also into hanging and SN

 

[9137890]

My last plan was to drive to the lake and to deploy a tent next month in the summer season but with this crisis now. I guess this will take months. I can't wait so long. I have decided to take use of this current situation. Theoretical easy, practical not. Indeed I have my own room, but I have a roommate and between us is just a curtain. He goes not until 2:00 am to sleep.

My Plan new Plan in a few days: One day before I will take 25 g SN in an another bottle and hide the source far away. 1:00 am I will take my Meto, 1:45 am mix 25 g SN with 100 ml water, then I will hide Meto and everything else. 2:00 am go to bed and take it and hide the drinking vessel and try to be quiet.

Even if they should hear my too early, the emergency could be delayed and if they don't find my SN they will first think this is because of the new virus and I will still have SN.

Any suggestions?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Your plan makes it too easy to be interrupted and rescued. You have a car, it would be better to drive somewhere than with someone being in the same room.

 

[9137890]

Yes, but in my country are exit restrictions now. There are just a few reasons to leave the house. If you get caught by police without a good reason you pay > 3000 Euro penality until 2 years of prison. If this is not enough they want to make an act that everybody with a smartphone has to install a tracking app. They say because of this stupid virus.

I think my plan could work and when not what shall happen? Important is just to hide the SN that these stupids don't know about my plans.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Your roommate could easily hear you.

Do you naturally vomit loudly or quietly? If you go into death throes, you will not be able to control your loud breathing and wheezing. You may involuntarily groan. You may have seizures.

Your body will turn blue. The virus does make skin turn blue. (Edit: that was a typo. I meant to write that it does not make skin turn blue.)

Personally, and I'm not saying this in a mean way, I think you want to convince yourself it will work, but are not being realistic about it. If you want it to result in death and not just an attempt, then you've got to look at all aspects coldly and realistically. The issue with your roommate being home and in the same room is as big of a problem as, if not bigger than, the external movement restrictions implemented in response to COVID.

 

[134340]

SN also apparently turns your blood a chocolatey brown color, so in the event that you are saved, that's another drawback: they'll likely figure out that it was SN and not the virus, so the SN you plan to keep back just in case could be found as well. Doing it with someone in the room isn't practical. I'm sorry your plans keep falling through, but this doesn't seem like the most logical way to go.

 

[9137890]

Thanks I got impatient. I heard now in the media next week they are going slightly to relay restrictions to not destroy the economy. Then I could maybe take a look at a rent garage or the puplic lake will be opened in one month if the new infection rate goes down.