The days just fuzz together

[Freedombus'25]

No substance no anything just blurred and crap I am so fucking tired rn.

I can't even explain the feeling. I need my meds tbh. Feel unnecessarily out of this world been hard to function this week which I really haven't been doing tbh.

Sighs.

Sometimes I'd rather just live a life that I dedicate to someone else or just end mine sooner but....

 

[lmroch]

@Imtrying21 You are Amazing ~ You are Beautiful ~ You are Special

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[Csmith8827]

Dude tell me about it. My alcoholism is so bad i can't even play my guitar. And I FUCKING LOVE GUITAR. Fuck destroying dreams.

 

[Flippy]

I haven't been able to play guitar either :-( Thanks to my let's say more positive episodes I have a ridiculous number of guitars. Some people would probably give one of their limbs for some of them I've acquired. Yet, they sit there gathering dust :-/ like a lot of things I used to be able to enjoy.

 

[Ghost2211]

You mentioned dedicating your life to another. Have you considered a therapy pet? They can give you love and sense of purpose, but none of the bs of human relationships.

 

[Trjan]

Take each day as it comes.

 

[Freedombus'25]

Meds!!!! Things are/were ok but having my shit when I'm coming down is soo important.

I feel like (for lack of a better word) ALIVEEEEE

You mentioned dedicating your life to another. Have you considered a therapy pet? They can give you love and sense of purpose, but none of the bs of human relationships.

I reallllyyyy would love a pet or a emotional support animal(preferably a cat)

For rn it's nearly impossible but in the meantime I might volunteer at a cat shelter again....

It's the balance of life as I'm planning to end it

 

[Flippy]

Meds!!!! Things are/were ok but having my shit when I'm coming down is soo important.

I feel like (for lack of a better word) ALIVEEEEE

I reallllyyyy would love a pet or a emotional support animal(preferably a cat)

For rn it's nearly impossible but in the meantime I might volunteer at a cat shelter again....

It's the balance of life as I'm planning to end it

Cats are the best! Definitely get a cat if you can. I would have a house full of them if I could! :-)