burninghill
Student
- Dec 2, 2025
- 174
The only time I overthink killing myself is when I think on it too long. When I start to consider living just another day, or forcing myself to justify my decision.
The best way to kill yourself is just to lie down and fucking do it. No thinking means no second thoughts.
That's why this time I'll probably listen to music. I find music to be frankly quite annoying sometimes and not necessarily something I enjoy consistently, but it'll help distract my brain. I've even considered buying headphones specifically to CTB in. If anyone has recommendations for good noise cancellation… (that aren't like £350)
The best way to kill yourself is just to lie down and fucking do it. No thinking means no second thoughts.
That's why this time I'll probably listen to music. I find music to be frankly quite annoying sometimes and not necessarily something I enjoy consistently, but it'll help distract my brain. I've even considered buying headphones specifically to CTB in. If anyone has recommendations for good noise cancellation… (that aren't like £350)
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