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coyguy

coyguy

Waiting for the right moment
May 1, 2020
24
I've attempted suicide three times now via od. So, clearly that method won't work.
What would be the most effective way to do it? I don't care how painful it is, I just want it all to stop.
 
miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
you can talk whit us of what make you decide get to this point you have resources in suicide discussion threat
 
Boredsapiens

Boredsapiens

Ignorance is bliss.
Apr 29, 2020
35
Hanging or train, IMO. Or jumping if there are very tall buildings(at least 80-100m) where you live.
 
coyguy

coyguy

Waiting for the right moment
May 1, 2020
24
you can talk whit us of what make you decide get to this point you have resources in suicide discussion threat
I've been suffering from severe depression, social anxiety, avoidant personality and have signs of psychosis and bipolar disorder. I've no friends and my family doesn't care about me. I also got drugged and raped by my ex boyfriend, so trusting people is very hard for me. I genuinely think that life has nothing for me to offer
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
767
I've been suffering from severe depression, social anxiety, avoidant personality and have signs of psychosis and bipolar disorder. I've no friends and my family doesn't care about me. I also got drugged and raped by my ex boyfriend, so trusting people is very hard for me. I genuinely think that life has nothing for me to offer
i'm sorry things have to be this way. i understand why you want to go.
 
coyguy

coyguy

Waiting for the right moment
May 1, 2020
24
Hanging or train, IMO. Or jumping if there are very tall buildings(at least 80-100m) where you live.
Train is a good idea, since I live near a station. I'll think about that one. Thanks for the reply! :)
 
Boredsapiens

Boredsapiens

Ignorance is bliss.
Apr 29, 2020
35
Train is a good idea, since I live near a station. I'll think about that one. Thanks for the reply! :)
This method is very risky; so please take time and think about every detail. You also don't wanna get severely injured and bleed to death since the agony would be insufferable. You'd def regret it.
 
darkhorse256

darkhorse256

Student
Mar 10, 2020
112
I've been suffering from severe depression, social anxiety, avoidant personality and have signs of psychosis and bipolar disorder. I've no friends and my family doesn't care about me. I also got drugged and raped by my ex boyfriend, so trusting people is very hard for me. I genuinely think that life has nothing for me to offer


I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. I'm a sexual assault survivor and I find it very difficult to trust people too. I think recovering from sexual assault/rape is even more difficult when you don't have the support of friends and family. If you want to talk about anything, feel free to PM me if you want to ^^.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Whatever you do pl research ur method well ... U don't want to end up in a worse situation than now.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
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I've been suffering from severe depression, social anxiety, avoidant personality and have signs of psychosis and bipolar disorder. I've no friends and my family doesn't care about me. I also got drugged and raped by my ex boyfriend, so trusting people is very hard for me. I genuinely think that life has nothing for me to offer
Please try everything possible first.. intensive therapy might help. I'm so sorry for your pain.
 
coyguy

coyguy

Waiting for the right moment
May 1, 2020
24
This method is very risky; so please take time and think about every detail. You also don't wanna get severely injured and bleed to death since the agony would be insufferable. You'd def regret it.
Thanks for the heads-up! I'll think about it
I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. I'm a sexual assault survivor and I find it very difficult to trust people too. I think recovering from sexual assault/rape is even more difficult when you don't have the support of friends and family. If you want to talk about anything, feel free to PM me if you want to ^^.
Very sorry to hear what happened to you, as well. I've never talked about it with anyone.
Would love to PM you, but I'm unable to since I joined just recently.
Whatever you do pl research ur method well ... U don't want to end up in a worse situation than now.
I will. Those previous times taught me that it's not as easy as it sounds on paper
Please try everything possible first.. intensive therapy might help. I'm so sorry for your pain.
Thank you for your sympathy! I've tried so many methods, including psychotherapy, group therapy, countless of meds and was in a psychiatric ward after the latest attempt.
So I feel like the options dwindling quite fast.
 
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