thefarter
i don’t smoke
- Dec 10, 2025
- 130
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so great news: i finally picked up my sn the other day!!!!!!!!!
it was actually super weird,,
i walk up to the post office right. and im waiting in line kind of impatiently bc im like a little afraid and excited and blehhhh.
anyway i finally get to the desk and tell the dude im here to pick up a package!
and he asked for photo id, and when it would have arrived or something, so i told him the 6th of March.
anyway while he's doing smth, 2 ppl join the queue behind me and he says 'sorry we are closed'
I WAS THE LAST CUSTOMER !!! i checked the time and it was like 17:28. i didn't even check the post office closing times, i just headed over there. i am so grateful lol.
DO YOU KNOW HOW WEIRD and how totally special this seems to somebody as completely insane as me?
anyway she's (sn) in my bag lol.
don't have antiemetics yet. but i will soon.
not sure if they'll help tho, sn is the most foul tasting garbage in the world, dude. like soapy salt yuuuuck.
anyway.
im a dog on a roof like snoopy..
omg also: the 27 club! totally forgot the point of my whole entire post! i will actually be joining the 27 club!!!!!!!! AAAAAA!!
but in reality, i will just become another statistic. and actually.. that is totally okay. i do not have dreams of being known worldwide lol.. not even for my suicide.. especially not for my suicide actually..
but yeah.. being the same age as some others who were truly suffering and were artists is nice.. somewhere i might actually 'belong'? in some way..
though if i really think about it, i don't belong there either. i am in no way as talented as any of them. hmm.. anyway..
cya..
i'll post my goodbye post at some point, closer to the actual day.
i plan on going after Eid (which is late next wk), so yay.
just wanted to update with this awesome news.. for once in this whole 'doxxing' 'going crazy' 'feeling insane' arc, it feels like the world is conspiring for me instead of against me..
it's nice and magical..
:3 peace out for now
so great news: i finally picked up my sn the other day!!!!!!!!!
it was actually super weird,,
i walk up to the post office right. and im waiting in line kind of impatiently bc im like a little afraid and excited and blehhhh.
anyway i finally get to the desk and tell the dude im here to pick up a package!
and he asked for photo id, and when it would have arrived or something, so i told him the 6th of March.
anyway while he's doing smth, 2 ppl join the queue behind me and he says 'sorry we are closed'
I WAS THE LAST CUSTOMER !!! i checked the time and it was like 17:28. i didn't even check the post office closing times, i just headed over there. i am so grateful lol.
DO YOU KNOW HOW WEIRD and how totally special this seems to somebody as completely insane as me?
anyway she's (sn) in my bag lol.
don't have antiemetics yet. but i will soon.
not sure if they'll help tho, sn is the most foul tasting garbage in the world, dude. like soapy salt yuuuuck.
anyway.
im a dog on a roof like snoopy..
omg also: the 27 club! totally forgot the point of my whole entire post! i will actually be joining the 27 club!!!!!!!! AAAAAA!!
but in reality, i will just become another statistic. and actually.. that is totally okay. i do not have dreams of being known worldwide lol.. not even for my suicide.. especially not for my suicide actually..
but yeah.. being the same age as some others who were truly suffering and were artists is nice.. somewhere i might actually 'belong'? in some way..
though if i really think about it, i don't belong there either. i am in no way as talented as any of them. hmm.. anyway..
cya..
i'll post my goodbye post at some point, closer to the actual day.
i plan on going after Eid (which is late next wk), so yay.
just wanted to update with this awesome news.. for once in this whole 'doxxing' 'going crazy' 'feeling insane' arc, it feels like the world is conspiring for me instead of against me..
it's nice and magical..
:3 peace out for now
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