that’s it i’m done

[rainatthetraintrack]

im done. i will go through with my plan to CTB. made the decision and have almost a year to prepare. i will do this.
i will order the PPH. i will buy the SN. i will try to obtain meto or some otc antiemetics. i will scrub as much stuff as i can. i will write my suicide notes.
the end is near

 

[rainatthetraintrack]

guys this isn't a goodbye thread my CTB date is months away

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you good luck! I hope my end is near too. How much suffering in this world, it's scary to think