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z14z

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May 15, 2025
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someone I met from this forum months ago has helped me a lot through my hardest time, money has always been a huge issue to me, probably one of the reason why I'm still trying to ctb, but months ago I met a guy from here, who willingly tried to change my mind to ctb while I didn't change my mind about it, he decided to help me with my financial problems I've been facing, the debts i had with people when I was admitted in the rehab and many other things, even though financially I'm still struggling, he helped me get rid of half of my problems by giving me around 300$ in total, I couldn't believe how someone could help me without any hesitation, countries apart, he's from the US and im from India, the only thing he asked was for a one minute video call, after all this help, he disappeared, he deleted his account and everything, he told me he was gonna do it before deleting his accounts and it made me sad because I owed him a lot and I made up my mind to pay back all the money but sadly I never saw him again, idk I just remembered him and it made me sad, he was also suicidal like me and I related to him a lot, I hope he's doing well in life and i wish him for the very best
 
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deathstrider

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Jan 9, 2026
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someone I met from this forum months ago has helped me a lot through my hardest time, money has always been a huge issue to me, probably one of the reason why I'm still trying to ctb, but months ago I met a guy from here, who willingly tried to change my mind to ctb while I didn't change my mind about it, he decided to help me with my financial problems I've been facing, the debts i had with people when I was admitted in the rehab and many other things, even though financially I'm still struggling, he helped me get rid of half of my problems by giving me around 300$ in total, I couldn't believe how someone could help me without any hesitation, countries apart, he's from the US and im from India, the only thing he asked was for a one minute video call, after all this help, he disappeared, he deleted his account and everything, he told me he was gonna do it before deleting his accounts and it made me sad because I owed him a lot and I made up my mind to pay back all the money but sadly I never saw him again, idk I just remembered him and it made me sad, he was also suicidal like me and I related to him a lot, I hope he's doing well in life and i wish him for the very best
It's lamentable that people with hearts as pure as his are forced into the unfortunate situation that we find ourselves in; goes to show that this world is not as fair as optimists and pro-lifers would like us to believe.
 
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blckfurmutt

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Dec 24, 2025
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i hope hes okay. hey man, if you're reading this and you were kind enough to help someone out, you deserve the same treatment. wishing you both well.
 
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FoxSauce

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Aug 23, 2024
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Awesome for you and him. If he sees this your awesome
 

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