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Unsure how to voice out my feelings.
- Sep 9, 2023
- 32
I realised that this world has no place for me. Wherever I go, I will always be looked down upon. I will always be the incompetent son at home. The weird kid at school. The boyfriend with anger issues. The friend who never has money. The gamer friend who sucks at everything. The guitarist who will never excel in his playing. The cook who keeps burning his arm.
I cannot feel comfortable. Every second of my pathetic excuse for a life, makes me feel shit. I constantly want to wail and cry, but I can't. Physically I can't, and mentally I wont allow myself to. I've had good and bad memories. I will now go to the only place that will accept me the way I am. I am a failure, a miserable person someone who cannot do anything that he needs to do. I am tired, truly tired of everything. I cannot do it anymore. I don't have the strength to keep on going. For those on this platform that helped me, talked with me, laughed with me, cried with me..thank you. For everyone else, I wish you the best.
I cannot feel comfortable. Every second of my pathetic excuse for a life, makes me feel shit. I constantly want to wail and cry, but I can't. Physically I can't, and mentally I wont allow myself to. I've had good and bad memories. I will now go to the only place that will accept me the way I am. I am a failure, a miserable person someone who cannot do anything that he needs to do. I am tired, truly tired of everything. I cannot do it anymore. I don't have the strength to keep on going. For those on this platform that helped me, talked with me, laughed with me, cried with me..thank you. For everyone else, I wish you the best.