Technically a 'Philosophy', Really the Truth

[hikikomorizombie]

I've come back to SaSu bc I've been a hikikomori for nearly 3 years now, & something finally came of it. I think I've pieced together the truth of humanity, & I've corroborated that thought across multiple works spanning multiple times. From Schopenhauer to Albert Camus to Marcus Aurelius to Frantz Fanon to Bhagat Singh to Sartre to Buddhism to Gnosticism, etc.

This truth has freed me from the mental prison that brought me to this site in the first place. Unfortunately I can't enact/try to live with it, bc I was so focused on freeing myself mentally that when I finally did, I looked around to find that I was in the permanent prison of a degenerative physical disability that was missed due to childhood neglect.

Now I'm torn between spreading it while fully knowing that ppl either can't or won't understand it & will go out of their way to misunderstand + misinterpret + misconstrue it, or dying w/it & basically deny & hide the truth & it's existence but preserve it's truthfulness. What would you do, what do you think I should do? Plus, I figured that if there was any chance of finding someone who understands, it'd be on here.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I guess it depends how you think people's reactions may affect you. As you predict, I also agree that some people will very likely have contadicting ideas and will likely challenge what you say. Especially if you present it as fact. So- if you think that will really upset or annoy you then- maybe it's better to create something more like a mainfesto to leave behind eventually. That way- your ideas will still be in the world but, you won't have to hear any negative backlash.

I suppose you can be the only judge of how these ideas will likely be received. How different they are to what's already out there. You mentioned you read other famous philosophers. How were/ are their ideas received?

Also, I suppose it depends on whether you think these ideas are transformative. Will they help people to live a better life? In which case- it would seem like a good thing to share them as soon as possible.

I suppose I'm curious as to whether you think you will be proposing anything new. I'm probably existentially limited but, I can't think of all that many theories that haven't already been expressed.

I suppose generally though, I think you should maybe be prepared for people to listen to this as a theory for you. Not necessarily something they willl automatically believe or follow. So- it probably depends what you want to achieve. To just air your views, to have them taken seriously and examined closely or, to create a revolution. Will it upset you to be challenged or, can you still hold on to what you believe despite that? Will it matter if people choose their own beliefs?