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nullsoul

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Yesterday, I did a test of yew tree seeds

When the symptoms of poison appeared, I wanted to live and travel far away at the same time

I want to know if other people feel like they want to live if they try CTB as wel

It's about my test

10:30 am.: Chew and spit out 1 seed (taste bitter)
11:00 am.: Severe dizziness
11:00 to 14:00: Knee tremors, dizziness, drowsiness, heart tightness
15:00: symptom relief
20:00: Mild dizziness, drowsiness, chest compression
23 hours elapsed: normal.

If one pill showed this level of symptoms, I think I can go on a long journey with 100 seeds
 

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